2020-11-24

About disclose, it's quite an important topic for mental illness people. When should we disclose it? How we disclose it? Should we really want or have to disclose it to someone?

It's terribly addictive to share whatever we have to people. It does feel good when we share it but never satisfy. It's like we were trying to scratch our itchy part and always fail scratching at the right spot. Most of the times we might feel frustrated how come other people hardly or never understand us. Some people did their very best in understanding us, we gratefully knew it but sigh... Ya, you know what I mean, it seemed they couldn't help much. 

Actually it's fine, we should never ever expect someone really understands us. It really not a necessity anyway. To be honest, do you really fully understand yourself? Do you really know what you really want? Do you have all your plans clearly stated and know your ultimate targets? I don't know. Really, I don't really know all these. It's doesn't matter! 

So. what is the most important thing for us? A sound mind. We must make sure that we are having a sound mind. We are not super humans, not demi gods, and never super-human. Besides, we are not rubbish, not useless ones, and never redundant human beings. Stop going to the extreme from one end to the other end and keep having a sound mind. 

Back to the topic today. As for myself, I'd stop sharing my illness problems to anyone. No more! Whatsoever, if it's really necessary, then I might disclose it but not simply share it anymore.