Once a while, I do like to stay in a dark room. I would
switch off all the lights in my room and let the darkness surrounds me. It is
like a cave for me when I need to stay away from the outside world.
It is only for a short time and do not last long. When I
regain enough energy, I would open my door and go out into the world again. No
idea how long for the depression state. It suddenly turns up and it goes away
without a trace. It happens for so many times but I still have no clue at all.
During this period, I can still carry on all the daily
activities and routines. I can even go to gym and perform as good as what I
could achieve during normal state. No
one can possibly notice the difference.
Anyhow, I cannot lie to myself. If I could, then I would
really want to lie to myself. It’s like lacking of something inside, the kind
of energy which I used to have suddenly disappears. “Just move along,” I told to myself.
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